Expressive E Touché SE

I didn’t find this instrument so useful,
Things I didn’t like:
I thought it would fit any instrument using its own E Touche effects, for example I can use for Arturia synths and could put in touché any knob
Effects are poor quantity about 8 maximum, mb u can create your own I wasn’t too deep in that yet
You can’t adjust hardness of pushing forward and back, only left and right, I find the forward and back quite hard to push, where left and right are cool
The item is quite big, it could be less, it takes quite lot of space on the table
I couldn’t update the hardware, I plugged it in, and the message came you can update, I did what the told me to do but I was unfortunate, several times.
Me anybody could help me find good instrument like this but where I could control any knob I would like in synths
I will deep into E Touché one more time, I hope I find something more